Until you stop to think about it for a moment.
How IS my relationship with God?
Is it constant, or only when I need something?
Is it uplifting, or complaining?
Do I honor Him, or only ask of him?
Am I leading my kids to Him every day?
Serving God is not just a thing you do. Or don’t do.
It is a relationship. I serve God because he is my Heavenly Father. My Creator. My Friend. I serve him because I love him. I also need to hear his voice through the roar of the world. But if I am not in constant communication with him. That roar gets increasingly louder and his voice softer still.
I find when I am not acting very Christ-like, I need to look at how closely I am following him.